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And thanks be it isn’t nearly as nauseating as I was expecting. Indeed it’s pretty thought provoking. I’m not real sure what I think of these thoughts, but hey, they’re there & shit. Probably not the best of bedtime reading, however.
Fie.

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I was assigned to read Healing the Child Within by my counsellor, and quite frankly, everything about the title and subtitle of this book make me want to vomit, yet I have committed to reading it. Please, please, please somebody tell me it isn’t as lame and squoodgy as it sounds. This [...]

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I realized today that “I beg your pardon,” or even simply, “pardon?” is a genteel, slightly Victorian alternative for “Oh, you did not just say that, bitch!” You can get away with a great deal more snottiness if you talk like a Victorian socialite rather than a Jerry Springer guest. I know I’ve [...]

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Well, I can tell my antidepressant has kicked in. Not only am I back to being giddily dorky and exuberant, I’m wanting to do shit again.
Unfortunately, I want to do everything! All! At! Once! Aaaaaalll the shit I kind of quit doing a couple of months ago must be done now! Right [...]

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That’s pretty much the thesis of this entry. Depression sucks, it’s a waste of time, and I’m really damn sick of it.
I haven’t had a lot to say for myself lately because I just can’t be arsed. I get ideas, then don’t have the concentration to follow them through, or they are just [...]

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I had a pretty lousy day today. I’ve been off kilter for about a week. Stressed. Depressed. Feeling horrible that all I can do at the moment for anyone suffering on account of the Katrina disaster is donate to the Red Cross, and I can’t donate much, at that, because I’m [...]

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For reasons I can’t quite put a finger on, I’m stressed out and going all freaky.
My moods have been all the fuck over the place today. I started out the day in a deliriously, obnoxiously happy mood, and have been sinking as the day wore on. Made an asshole out of myself in [...]

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I have a problem. I’m unable to buy myself non-essential stuff, especially not big-ticket items.
I talked myself out of the exact pair of Doc. Marten maryjanes that fit like they were already broken in because I just couldn’t hork up $98 on the day I’d spent nearly $400 to get my glasses fixed.
I talked [...]

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For about five years or so before last year, I was suffering some kind of chronic, low-grade depression, and was frankly a shitful example of a human being. Just dingy, grumpy, pessimistic, with dramatic swings toward outright misery, self-destructiveness, and occasional suicidal thoughts when my hormones went into PMS mode or in periods of [...]

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I was in a cranky-assed mood today for most of the day. I think the sustained shitful weather is grinding on me, plus the obscene volume of work I’m contending with, plus the annoying paperwork associated with this time of year (tax papers coming in, business license to renew, state sales-tax ID to renew, [...]

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